Friday, March 12, 2010

Past, Now, and Future

Past:

A few month ago I meet with this special someone.


She came out of no where from some virtual world of friendship turn out to be someone special in reality


We talk, we laugh, try to know each other


It takes a very long time for me to gain some guts to meet her in real life because i know how special is she highly well educated person, lovable,have a lot of friends... (eksis bgt deh pokonya) :D, punya banyak kesamaan hampir semua yang terlintas dipikiran dia terlintas juga di pikiran gwe...... (bahasanya ko ganti xixixixi)


But i know she will became someone special for me.


Someone I can carry on, Someone I can love totally.


No matter whats my condition or what kind of problem that been struck in my live, she will be the cure for that kind a thing


I have never been in love like this before


By that time i start to gaining my courage to tell her how much i love her, and I still remember that special time every chapter of it every single second and every single move that she made (termasuk ngejatohin tas, sama jatoh di eskalator) even though that time still have a little bit of disturbing moment (gara - gara kucing kawin) :P but the decision that she made was made my life change and heading into a better life



Now:


Now shes my everything


I do my best to make her happy, not only try to be an ordinary boy friend but more than that


Ii only try to make her happy every time even when i stand next to her or when I'm at work.


Playing games with the unbeatable thing call's "TIME" i wont waste every single second by letting her out of my heart, even when I'm busy or not, even only 2 - 3 hours we meet in a single breakfast i hope that's will have a meaning for her


Try to be the best person for her and keep my own promise with myself that I'll make her happy.


Even now i have some jeopardy comes into my life but I'll try to make her happy because she's the most valuable person in my life.


I will love her every time and in every way..... (keabisan kata2 deh :P)



Future :


for the future i only have 5 word for her


WILL YOU BE MY WIFE


Aku tau kamu gak bisa ngebayangin untuk bersanding sama aku dan aku gak menyalahkan itu karena pernikahan bukan untuk dibayangkan tapi untuk dijalani kita berdua


Sekarang aku mau jadi sesuatu yang baik buat kamu dan keluarga kamu dan aku janji aku bakal berusaha maksimal dan mencoba melewati batasan2 kemampuan yang biasa aku jalanin hanya untuk buat kamu bahagia.


Besok adalah hari spesial buat kamu yaitu "WISUDA".


Aku hanya bisa mengucapkan selamat (maaf ya sayang) karena aku gak bisa datang.


Tapi jujur aku seneng udah bisa bantuin kamu buat tesis sayang disela2 waktu aku, dan maaf aku gak bilang sama kamu tentang kuliah aku karena emang aku mau kamu fokus nyelesaiin tesis kamu dan aku bisa jadi bagian dari itu karena menurut aku hal paling berarti buat seorang laki2 adalah menjadi sesuatu yang bisa diandalkan kapanpun dan berkorban untuk orang yang disayang.


Itulah aku sayang, I can't describe how big my love for you by words but i prefer to show it by action to you


I LOVE U DIKA


selamat ya sayang aku seneng kamu berhasil

Saturday, February 20, 2010

4 u


Ne Yo - She Got Her Own

I love her cause she got her own
She don't need mine, so she leave mine alone
There ain't nothing that's more crazy
Than a girl that want but don't need me (oh!)
Young independent, yea she work hard
But you can't tell from the way that she walk
She don't slow down 'cause she ain't got time
To be complaining, shawty gone shine
She don't expect nothing from no guy
She plays aggressive, but she still shy
But you never know her softer side
By lookin' in her eyes....

Knowin' she can do for herself

Makes me wanna give her my wealth
Only kinda girl I want
Independent queen workin' for her throne
I love her cause she got her own...
She got her own
I love her cause she got her own
She got her own
I love it when she say
It's cool I got it, I got it, I got it
I love it when she say
It's cool I got it, I got it, I got it

I love her cause she got her own

She don't need mine, so she leave mine alone
There ain't nothin' that's more sexy
Than a girl that want, but don't need me
Lovely face, nice thick thighs
Plus she got drive that matches my drive
Sexy Thang, she stay fly
All the while payin' her bills on time
She don't look at me like captain save 'em
Gold Diggin, no she don't do that
Now she look at me like inspiration
She wanna be complimentin' my swag
And everything she got, she worked for it,
Good life made for it
She take pride in sayin' that she paid for it

Only kind of girl I want

Independent queen workin' for her throne
I love her cause she got her own
She got her own
I love her cause she got her own
She got her own
I love it when she say
It's cool I got it, I got it, I got it
She say
Uh Uh, I got it, I got it, I got it

When shorty come around they call her "I got it"

She won't even let you put your hands in your pocket
Haha...
Gotta love that though
Loso! Case you ain't know so baby..

Don't make me laugh boo

Never did that bad to
Make you even have to
But even if I had to
Ask my better half to
You be more than glad to
When I do that math boo
You always try to add two
I need someone who'd ride for me
Not someone who'd ride for free
She said boy I don't just ride, She'll pull up beside of me
I had to ask her what she doin' in that caddy
She said "cause you my baby I be stuntin' like my daddy"
And there's not many, who catch my eye
We both wearing gucci, she match my fly
And that's why I, Suppose to keep her closer
Right by the side, Toaster in the holster
And now she wit Loso,
'Case you didn't know so
You can save your money dawg shorty getting dough so
What she care wit his cars, you can call her miss boss
I got it backwards, criss cross, shorty got her own

Now all my ladies that dont need a man for nothing, except some of that good lovin let me here you say

oooo oooo oooo oooo

Now all my fellas know you need to stop the frontin if you love an independent woman let me hear you say

oooo oooo oooo oooo

I love her cause she got her own

got her own
I love her cause she got her own
she got her own
I love it when she say
It's cool I got it, I got it, I got it
I love it when she say
Uh Uh, I got it, I got it, I got it

Sunday, December 6, 2009

Great....great... thanks

It's been two month since we've been together.....

thanks for being a part of my live
 

you make my life more brighter from day to day
 

you make my life fulfilled with happiness



thanks for everything

 

thanks for your kindness
 

thanks for the love you've gave to me

Thanks ya Beruang

LOVE U

Monday, November 16, 2009

Amazing.....

How amazing she was based on my sight

She change my life and make everything just more better day after day


I cant stop thinking of her always miss her even we've just meet


I've never felt like this not in my life time


Even when she ask " r u busy?" i rather say "no Im not busy"


And when we were together on my day off staring her face all day long that became a priceless moment


Even she didn't dare to stare me in the eye :P


Kind a funny when she became careless and looks nervous


And i don't know why every place that she used to hang out with her friend that's also my favorite place to go


We have a lot of similarity even we used to work in the same buildings hahaha but not knowing each other (yaiyalah 46 lantai aja itu gedung :P)


And beside the similarity we have our differences not make us get into unnecessary argue but it goes to the opposite we just fill each other such as she hates a horror and thriller movie (gara2 kebanyakan nonton drama korea kayanya :P).


now I'm happy if this is a dream i don't want to wake up but I'm sure this is real so i want to make everything just like this everyday for the rest of my live, I'll take care of her, comfort her,and make her smile that's my job now


- Love U Oma-

Monday, November 9, 2009

Sasha - Owner Of My Heart

If you think I've let you down
Tried to fool you
There's no need to
If you think I've played around
Why'd you worry
You should know me
I've been true right from the start
You're the owner of my heart

If you look straight in my eyes

You will know I'm not pretending
I don't hide, there's no disguise
Why you doubt me, that's a strange thing
I've been true right from the start
You're the owner of my heart

I can't stand by watching you walk away

Knowing you still belong with me
Close by my side
You think I don't care
But forever, I swear
Ooh, my love has grown stronger
And that I can't hide
I've been true right from the start
You're the owner of my heart

Ooh.......


I've been true right from the start

You're the owner of my heart

Oh, oh, no one can tell me

Cause I know for sure
When I'm not with you, baby
I'm wasting my time
I'll do anything that you want me to do
Ooh, just call out my name
Can't she give me a sign
Give me a sign, oh, oh

If you just give me some time (some time)

To convince you
We can pull through (we can pull through)
Let me see what's on your mind (on your mind)
I won't change you, I don't have to
I've been true right from the start (oh. oh, oh)
You're the owner of my heart
I've been true right from the start
You're the owner of my heart
I've been true right from the start
You're the owner of my heart