I Believe My Heart - James Duncan

Whenever I see your face the world disappears,

All in a single glance so revealing.

You smile and I feel as though I've know you for years.

How do I know to trust what I'm feeling?

I believe my heart,

What else can I do?

When every part of every thought leads me straight to you.

I believe my heart.

There's no other choice,

For now whenever my heart speaks, I can only hear your voice

The life-time before we met has faded away.

How did I live a moment without you?

You don't have to speak at all, I know what you'd say.

And I know every secret about you.

I believe my heart.

It believes in you.

It's telling me that what I see is completely true.

I believe my heart.

How can it be wrong?

It says that what I feel for you I will feel my whole life long.

I believe my heart.

It believes in you.

It's telling me that what I see is completely true.

And with all my soul

I believe my heart.

The portrait that it paints of you is a perfect work of art.

NU JOURNEY...... NU FOCUS FOR A FUTURE

It's already one wonderful year and a month, it's was really a great time to share happiness, joy, tears, and laugh.


It's not easy for me to entering her life because so many doubt and arguments.


From other side, sometimes it make me weak but in some other way's it makes me more stronger and gaining more power to struggle in this life, her support mean's a lot to me.

I just try to be by her side in every condition.


Being next to her was a very wonderful moments.


It's not making me tired even I've been working all day.


It feels like she can recharge my energy all of the tiredness are washed away. 

Now I only can pray and hope there would be no other Drama even that's sound's impossible and really don't make sense.


But at least I can handle it with a nice way like I always do. 


I hope she will accept all off my weaknesses because I realized that I was nobody, I' am just a man who try to stand on my own feet, don't have any support even from my own family (which family :P)

But I hope I've became a great Partner for her because i' m not like the others who have a lot of support and can handle everything in a flash, and for the future I wish i can be a good husband that full of responsibility 

THANKS FOR THE WONDERFUL YEARS

THANKS FOR ALWAYS SUPPORTING ME

THANKS FOR ALWAYS BE MY SIDE

LOVE U DIKA

fun & funny

Two day's of fun that's what happens in this week but first i think i have to say thanks for my co-workers Nadya.K for covering my job for this sunday hehehe 

Actually i should go to work today heheheh thanks partner (kadonya nanti aja ya pas lo merried).

Many silly thing's are happens hehehe 

Yesterday i was helping at Dika's house for some unplanned family gathering that's what she said (xixixixii) 

Starting from the preparation preparing the room cleaning the house and some unconnected work for that day was fixing the doors with her father .


First i was a little bit confused (grogi kali yaa) 

How can i help her father just a little chat seems can be a good opening to unfreeze the situation.

Her father said "this door's have been broke from the last year's familly gathering" wkwkwkk (ko bisa perasaan ada anak cwo deh disana :p) 


Not for long the conversation seems quite ok (masih grogi padahal wkwkwkwkwk) 

And then he saw me a knive that he made by his own hand and tell some story from what that knive are made of and the usage of it. 

Small conversation hehehhee. (mayan juga kali aja ntar kalo mau buat piso sendiri paling gak tau bahan baku yang keren sama jenis besinya wkwkwk)

And the time has come, the guest are come one by one until the house full introducing to each one of them even i already meet some hahaha 


But some other are barely don't know me, some are looking me with a big question on their mind and I know that the question is "Do I miss something here?" ehehehehe.


That's because i was very familiar with some of them and some are not even know me hehehe but I think that might be a good shock therapy ahahhahaa 

Thanks god one familly are not attend that event hahaha the fact will be a lot more shocking when that person also came


And the family gathering are not take long time it's only take about two hours hehehe 

But i think i know some and that's happend in every family.

I think and i hope i can handle with that the point is no problemo

And just a few hour ago the next gathering are with the FUPEI's .

I think it will be attend with a lot of the member but it seems like the opposite that only attend with some of the member's i think it's just because the time are not quite right Sunday afternoon and the next day some of them should back to work (iyalah belom cuti juga nyongg) hehehehhee.........

the venue are take place in Grand Indonesia just as usually a little chit chat while waiting for "Maghrib" to came I was starting to looking for something to eat after wasting time to figure it out what's best to eat my pick was fall into some fried rice.


The picture of the fried rice are quite interesting, seems good the name are also helping that picture to convince the customer that the fried rice are have a good taste the name was "Salty Shrimp Fried Rice" in Indonesian means "Nasi Goreng Udang Asin" hohoho from the name you might imagine about how crispy and tasty it will be........

well i choose that shrimp hahahhaa....

After the friedrice are served i just realized that something in this food are not friendly with me and the waiter just told in indonesian language "Nasi Goreng Terasinya mas. 


Just little bit shock and try to learn which english dictionary are use by this company

How come a shrimp became a terasi in indonesian language (sampe coba di terjemahin pake google translate) still the result are far from correct whose wrong and whose right..


I think they should learn some English or at least find some dictionary with words "Terasi" inside (emang ada yaa) hahahha 


Kalo kata John Lenon "Let it be" 


Kalo kata si bondan "Ya Sudahlah" terasi udah masuk ke lambung hehehhehee

Nu Journey

"Alhamdulillah" that's will be the first thing I have to say because i have got a new job already even some people doubt about my new job some say "is it better than the previous one?" or some question like "in front or in the back?".

That's made me a little bit confused. 

Is it necessary where or which department I will be placed as long as it "Halal" for me that's enough. 

Since I was alone in this world no backup from anyone even I can have it if I ask but it's hard for me to ask that kind of favor for myself but not because of my Ego.

But however I'm glad, happy and excited.  

I'm trying not to over confidence in this new journey because everything seems not quite the same as the old times.

I have to be more serious and more careful, because I'm not alone right now.

I have her so I'm trying not to failed on her after what we've been trough.

Past make me stronger but future not yet in hand that's why I will keep fighting and keep pursuit of happiness of me and dika.

I realized i still have to learn a lot from the old men listening to their thought, their advise and their experience.

Now it's time to make a small priority steps such as simple as saving money for me and dika further future starting with the small amount's :) And get my proposal to her. hehehehe

I hope everything will be OK and all I have to do is just live with it and keep praying.

Last but not least finally I will have my Sunday back,after all of this time never felt what's like is Sunday hehehhehe.... 

So I can be with her in all off the weekend even I will meet her at her "tempat Les" heheheheh :P

but that's OK.

It's all about a time management xixixixi.......

baby I love you - 1st lady

Baby I love you - 1st lady 

baby i love you and i'll never let you go
but if i have to boy i think that you should know
all the love we made can never be erased
and i promise you that you will never be replaced(2x)

i love you ,yes i do
i'll be withhere you as long as you want me to
until(until) the end(the end) of time

from the day i met you i knew we'd be together
and now i know i wanna be with you forever
i wanna marry you and i wanna have your kids
thinking never compared to the feeling of your kisses

i can say im truly happy to this day
you made think i better live my life everyday
there's never been a doubt in my mind
that i regret ever having you by my side

but if the day comes that i have to let you go
i think there's somthin' i should probably let you know
i enjoyed everyday that i spend with you
and i will miss you but im happy that i had you at all

baby i love you and i'll never let you go
but if i have to boy i think that you should know
all the love we made can never be erased
and i promise you that you will never be replaced(2X)

i love you ohh yes i do
ill be with you as long as you want me to
until the end of time