baby I love you - 1st lady

Baby I love you - 1st lady 

baby i love you and i'll never let you go
but if i have to boy i think that you should know
all the love we made can never be erased
and i promise you that you will never be replaced(2x)

i love you ,yes i do
i'll be withhere you as long as you want me to
until(until) the end(the end) of time

from the day i met you i knew we'd be together
and now i know i wanna be with you forever
i wanna marry you and i wanna have your kids
thinking never compared to the feeling of your kisses

i can say im truly happy to this day
you made think i better live my life everyday
there's never been a doubt in my mind
that i regret ever having you by my side

but if the day comes that i have to let you go
i think there's somthin' i should probably let you know
i enjoyed everyday that i spend with you
and i will miss you but im happy that i had you at all

baby i love you and i'll never let you go
but if i have to boy i think that you should know
all the love we made can never be erased
and i promise you that you will never be replaced(2X)

i love you ohh yes i do
ill be with you as long as you want me to
until the end of time

She's the one.....

By seeing this old picture (not old juga sih kalo fotonya tau kalo yang di foto :P) 

I cannot imagine  how i felt that day, happy, proud, and full of confidence.

But a few minutes before that my legs are shaking because that day she will made a decision about our relation hehehehe

That day 07102009 was the greatest day of my live not just because my birthday are at the end of that month.

But before that God already gave me a gift.  She's the gift., i realized that.

That's why I already made a promise with myself that i will take care of her and not to make her disappoint with me.

Even though I do realize i don't have a live like her.

She's a lot better than me. 

Smart, well educated person from a well educated family, but that's not going to make me felt like not confident with my self.

I realize as a man I should have a courage and confidence especially when I near her.

I'll try to reach a better level of my live and I'll try to make her happy with anything especially with love because that's the only thing i can give to her right now, a pure and true love.

I love her so much.

We've been trough a time together sharing good and comfortable time.

She always make me comfortable when near her and always miss her even we've just meet for a full day and when i got myself at home I feel like i want to meet her again.

She make me addict to her, addict to the love that she gave to me, addicted to her kiss, her voice, etc.

Everything inside her.

I adore her because she's so adorable.

Can't get my eyes of her. 

Never been so in love like this before.

Some might say we're same our face our laugh our smile (even my smile is sweeter than her :P) 

I have nothing to say to describe how big, how deep, or even how huge my love to her and how lucky I' am to have her a perfect woman.

I only can pray that she's gonna be my wife someday and we'll have a small happy family. 

I Love You Oma

Your the Owner of my heart

Past, Now, and Future

Past:

A few month ago I meet with this special someone.

She came out of no where from some virtual world of friendship turn out to be someone special in reality

We talk, we laugh, try to know each other

It takes a very long time for me to gain some guts to meet her in real life because i know how special is she highly well educated person, lovable,have a lot of friends... (eksis bgt deh pokonya) :D, punya banyak kesamaan hampir semua yang terlintas dipikiran dia terlintas juga di pikiran gwe...... (bahasanya ko ganti xixixixi)

But i know she will became someone special for me.

Someone I can carry on, Someone I can love totally.

No matter whats my condition or what kind of problem that been struck in my live, she will be the cure for that kind a thing

I have never been in love like this before

By that time i start to gaining my courage to tell her how much i love her, and I still remember that special time every chapter of it every single second and every single move that she made (termasuk ngejatohin tas, sama jatoh di eskalator) even though that time still have a little bit of disturbing moment (gara - gara kucing kawin) :P but the decision that she made was made my life change and heading into a better life


Now:

Now shes my everything

I do my best to make her happy, not only try to be an ordinary boy friend but more than that

Ii only try to make her happy every time even when i stand next to her or when I'm at work.

Playing games with the unbeatable thing call's "TIME" i wont waste every single second by letting her out of my heart, even when I'm busy or not, even only 2 - 3 hours we meet in a single breakfast i hope that's will have a meaning for her

Try to be the best person for her and keep my own promise with myself that I'll make her happy.

Even now i have some jeopardy comes into my life but I'll try to make her happy because she's the most valuable person in my life.

I will love her every time and in every way..... (keabisan kata2 deh :P)


Future :

for the future i only have 5 word for her

WILL YOU BE MY WIFE

Aku tau kamu gak bisa ngebayangin untuk bersanding sama aku dan aku gak menyalahkan itu karena pernikahan bukan untuk dibayangkan tapi untuk dijalani kita berdua

Sekarang aku mau jadi sesuatu yang baik buat kamu dan keluarga kamu dan aku janji aku bakal berusaha maksimal dan mencoba melewati batasan2 kemampuan yang biasa aku jalanin hanya untuk buat kamu bahagia.

Besok adalah hari spesial buat kamu yaitu "WISUDA".

Aku hanya bisa mengucapkan selamat (maaf ya sayang) karena aku gak bisa datang.

Tapi jujur aku seneng udah bisa bantuin kamu buat tesis sayang disela2 waktu aku, dan maaf aku gak bilang sama kamu tentang kuliah aku karena emang aku mau kamu fokus nyelesaiin tesis kamu dan aku bisa jadi bagian dari itu karena menurut aku hal paling berarti buat seorang laki2 adalah menjadi sesuatu yang bisa diandalkan kapanpun dan berkorban untuk orang yang disayang.

Itulah aku sayang, I can't describe how big my love for you by words but i prefer to show it by action to you

I LOVE U DIKA

selamat ya sayang aku seneng kamu berhasil

4 u

Ne Yo - She Got Her Own

I love her cause she got her own
She don't need mine, so she leave mine alone
There ain't nothing that's more crazy
Than a girl that want but don't need me (oh!)
Young independent, yea she work hard
But you can't tell from the way that she walk
She don't slow down 'cause she ain't got time
To be complaining, shawty gone shine
She don't expect nothing from no guy
She plays aggressive, but she still shy
But you never know her softer side
By lookin' in her eyes....

Knowin' she can do for herself
Makes me wanna give her my wealth
Only kinda girl I want
Independent queen workin' for her throne
I love her cause she got her own...
She got her own
I love her cause she got her own
She got her own
I love it when she say
It's cool I got it, I got it, I got it
I love it when she say
It's cool I got it, I got it, I got it

I love her cause she got her own
She don't need mine, so she leave mine alone
There ain't nothin' that's more sexy
Than a girl that want, but don't need me
Lovely face, nice thick thighs
Plus she got drive that matches my drive
Sexy Thang, she stay fly
All the while payin' her bills on time
She don't look at me like captain save 'em
Gold Diggin, no she don't do that
Now she look at me like inspiration
She wanna be complimentin' my swag
And everything she got, she worked for it,
Good life made for it
She take pride in sayin' that she paid for it

Only kind of girl I want
Independent queen workin' for her throne
I love her cause she got her own
She got her own
I love her cause she got her own
She got her own
I love it when she say
It's cool I got it, I got it, I got it
She say
Uh Uh, I got it, I got it, I got it

When shorty come around they call her "I got it"
She won't even let you put your hands in your pocket
Haha...
Gotta love that though
Loso! Case you ain't know so baby..

Don't make me laugh boo
Never did that bad to
Make you even have to
But even if I had to
Ask my better half to
You be more than glad to
When I do that math boo
You always try to add two
I need someone who'd ride for me
Not someone who'd ride for free
She said boy I don't just ride, She'll pull up beside of me
I had to ask her what she doin' in that caddy
She said "cause you my baby I be stuntin' like my daddy"
And there's not many, who catch my eye
We both wearing gucci, she match my fly
And that's why I, Suppose to keep her closer
Right by the side, Toaster in the holster
And now she wit Loso,
'Case you didn't know so
You can save your money dawg shorty getting dough so
What she care wit his cars, you can call her miss boss
I got it backwards, criss cross, shorty got her own

Now all my ladies that dont need a man for nothing, except some of that good lovin let me here you say
oooo oooo oooo oooo

Now all my fellas know you need to stop the frontin if you love an independent woman let me hear you say
oooo oooo oooo oooo

I love her cause she got her own
got her own
I love her cause she got her own
she got her own
I love it when she say
It's cool I got it, I got it, I got it
I love it when she say
Uh Uh, I got it, I got it, I got it

Great....great... thanks

It's been two month since we've been together.....

thanks for being a part of my live
 
you make my life more brighter from day to day
 
you make my life fulfilled with happiness



thanks for everything
 
thanks for your kindness
 
thanks for the love you've gave to me

Thanks ya Beruang

LOVE U